i can not seem to go one week without something happening in my life. it sucks, turns out i got staph, and im on antibiotics, and yet AGAIN, iam allergic to the medicine!!ive been outta work a week and iam so broke and sick, i just want to cry

Long. Tired. Bullshit.

Sorry I havent written anything lately.
Its been a crazy week or so.
First off, I needed to do some soul searching, so I didnt see Kyle for about a week or so. i just needed to figure out what I wanted for myself and all that good jazz. I still havent gobne camping, but I did have some good quality time with Nkki and we did talk and I actually figured some stuff out about myself while she was rambling about her and her boyfriend.
Secondly, Micheal got violent with Sandi-he didnt hit her, but pushed her and threw things at her. Then he started punching himself and trying to get her to punch him, and then banged his head up against the wall. Started foaming at the mouth and hit himself in the head with a hammer and started bleeding. She called 911, and they took him to the hospitial. Ruth and Lewis (who live in Tampa) came over on wednesday and stayed till sunday am. So, thats whats been going on with me.

I have to go to the clinic today (i dont hvae health insurance), I have this "growth" underneath my arm, so I have to have that taken care of. I dont think its anything to worry about, but its irriating-so I want to get rid of it. I promis Ill write more later on.

I have this incredible over-whelming urge to go camping. To sleep in a tent, and to wake up and be so free and so happy. This urge to sit around a fire deep into the night/morning singing songs and listening to guitar. To hear "Wagon Wheel", and "Black Water", and "What shall we do with a drunken sailor?". I want this right now.
It's an urge I dont know how to fulfill.

I really hate were Iam right now.
Last night, Sandi and Micheal must of fought, cause I woke up to a tow truck bringing the truck back into the yard. Apparently Micheal "flipped" the truck. Thats according to Sandi though, so who knows.
And then this morning, I go to brush my teeth and theres no running water. WTF?!?! NO water, what-so-ever.NONE, There goes my plans of cleaning the kitchen (which btw, when I poured Micheals 3 day old ramen noodles down the drain, fruit flies came up....WTH, WHERE THE FUCK AM I?!?! WHERE AM I LIVING!!!?!?!) Look what hes done to her house, its DISGUSTING!
Im so mad I can't even write any more.

last night was crazy.
i drank way too much, way too fast.
yes, yes i did.