Pictures.

This is Nella (Kyles younger sister),Heather(Jerrys' fiance), Holly (Mikes girlfriend) and I at the pub.


so, i dont want to go into it all again (ive told this christmas story so many times now i could scream.) lets just say it sucked, sandi was drunk we saw two accidents and ugh. blah...



So, this is Kyle. Thats a horrible picture of me, but whatever. I took this picture outside of the pub. I practically live there now. Kyle worked last night, but I went up to visit holly and nella who were bartending. it was a blast. i laugh so hard when im around these people-i love it.

I feel so welcome into this family. its unlike anything ive ever felt before. I spent Christmas Eve at his house for crying out loud, and his mother invited me.

Continued

So,That statement that Heather said made me so happy. Im just happy to be wanted again-its a great feeling to have people around you that care about you. Then, I went home and passed out. I was so tired,full and tipsy :)

Then, I had to work christmas eve, which wasnt too bad, but was busier than I thought it would be. I got a 30 buck tip off of an 111 dollar tab, on a party of 11 the added gratuity was 27 bucks (they didnt leave me any extra-which kinda sucked...) I ended up making about 80 bucks in 4 hours, not too shabby. Then Kyle picked me up and I went to his house for Christmas Eve-yes HIS house. I was already invited to a family holiday-weird? Kinda, nice? Yes...VERY nice. I had given Holly,Heather and Nella theyre presents on Friday-at the pubs Christmas Party, I got the gift certificated to get pedicures (and in return, theyre taking me for a pedi and manicure...)Heather gave me a candle and a wind chime (just like she got Holly and Nella as well...[I feel so welcome here, its great]) And Kyles mom actually got me something as well, which was very cool. I didnt get Kyle anything (he guessed both gift ideas-wtf?) yet, so sometime within the next week, Ill have to get with Jerry or Heather for ideas.Kyle bought me a necklace...its jade and diamond.He went all out. (did I mention that after out 3rd date-he sent me a dozen long stemmed red roses?!?!)yea, ive been swept off my feet. So,after opening presents we played the game of life-pirates version. I ended up stealing the black pearl and gaining Jack Black as my captian (I started as Will Turner with a shitty boat), I ended up loosing still, but thats ok with me. Then we went to bed. I stayed over Kyles house...His parents are pretty cool :)

So, after waking up at 7am and going to the new Dunkin Donuts in town (yes, we now have DUNKS here!!!) Kyle dropped me off at home. Sandi opens the door and starts yelling at me (its a little past 8.....), so I know its going to be a horrible day 'cause I can tell shes already started drinking.
Continued later

Iam so horrible about writting in this thing. sometimes I cant stop writting in it, and others I have no idea what to write so I go days without doing so.
This past weekend was a mix of good and horrible.
Saturday night,Kyle had to work but it was kereoke finals at the pub and I really wanted to go-so Holly said she could drive me home (Holly is Mikes Girlfriend,Mike is Kyles brother..)Ian also said he could give me a ride home-so I had someone drop me off at the pub after work. It was so much fun. Jerry (Kyles brother) sang first,he sang Bohemian Rhapsody. It was great-that guy is so comical. He cracks me up just looking at him. I also met Kyles mother for the first time-and he wasnt there.(Can we say odd...? and scary, and intimidating.) But, Nella and Heather were there (Nella is Kyles sister, and Heather is Jerrys Fiance) and that made it so much easier. So, after all the people sang, and I drank all I could drink....a bunch of us went to IHOP for breakfast (at like 2:30 am) I ate so much and laughed so hard. And then it was great, cause Heather and I went outside and we were talking, and she goes "I hope Kyle loves you as much as Nella and I do."
WHAT? That was great....

To be continued

Happy List

Here are some things that Iam happy for right now:

Warm weather-anyone who knows me knows I HATE snow. I hate it. I hate being cold, I hate driving in the shit, I just Hate it.

My dog- I love midas, 'nough said.

Work-I hate my job most of the time, and I make shit-but Im still working, so thats a plus :)

Friends, I love my friends, they mean the world to me!

Chocolate-yeah. its good and makes me happy.

Boddingtons on tap and the pub in general-I love the people there, and any place that has boddingtons on tap is great :)

The holiday season-people are usually nicer :) and better tippers.

The Christmas party last night-it was great and fun-and the people were just amazing!

My new found love and ability to cook-I make some mean stuffed shells, and they were a huge hit last night :)

Kyle-This man is freaking amazing. I love the feeling I get when Im with him. I just love being around him and just joking and laughing. Its awesome!!

I need to take pictures of my tattoos. I really like the new one, and I dont think he charged me too much for it. I love tattoos.

Im just trying to work and make money right now. I cant believe I havent even Started christmas shopping yet. grrr, i have so many people to buy for, I hate it.

I got my tattoo! Iam so excited! Its a shamrock and its awesome, Ill post pictures when I get them.
Kyle and I are doing well. Im really happy, and really excited about it.

Isnt this picture of Midas amazing? I love my dog so much. Hes great.
So, this is my new hair cut. How great/funny is it? Kyle has been amazing, I love spending time with him. He just makes me so happy and understands me. Wow, I like this feeling alot.Im so giddy, its crazy. Now the dillema is trying to find him a christmas present.
Im spending Christmas with Nikki, I think. That should be fun-her sisters will be here and there will be lots of great food. Im excited :)

Lips Of An Angel
Hinder
Honey why you calling me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why you crying is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud
Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes I dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue
Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
(And I never wanna say goodbye)
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
Honey why you calling me so late

im absolutely obssessed with that song right now. i love it!

anyways, everything is ok here for now. I started paying sandi rent today. kyle sent me a dozen red roses yesterday at work. how crazy is that?hes really sweet, and im happy:)