I guess I should write something in this thing.
so, thanksgiving went well. my mom,dad, steph,ruth, lewis and micheals grandmother came over. the turkey was good. nothing unusual which i was worried about. i like thanksgiving to be traditional (although I love deep fried turkey..YUMMY)...my favorite part was the turkey sandwich I had before bed. Yum Yum.
Andy and I had a talk, and its still hard for me to process, but hes right. We talk to much. He thinks Im "trying to hold onto something that isnt there anymore", when in reality I just want his friendship. So,I wont call. Not like I used to.
Im just missing people I can be myself around, people that I can love and cherish. its hard. I just want a life.