Its been such a long time since Ive written here. Theres just so much on my mind, that I can't even focus the thoughts right now. I want to go back up north,but I hate snow.I cant get my car on the road cause it costs too much, and I cant get another job around here,cause the bus system here sucks. (Although, now that I know that there is one-I might just have to start searching down town for a job....)I hate the people I live with-I want to move out, but again, I have no money.
I really do want to go back up north though. Everytime I think of the lack of money I have here, I know I could make it there. I know theres ways to get around up there, I know that theres people that care about me up there. I just hate it, and thats another reason I dont write in here that often-It makes me think of all the things I dont want to think about. ANd it makes me sad.