ramblings.

I hate when *Mark is right. It just bothers me for some reason. I was in the car yesterday driving with my friend *Patricia to go get coffee. And I was letting her read some of my poems, and she happened to come across my ramblings. She stopped reading and looked at me and said 'You worry too much, you need to stop stressing.'...Yes, I know.I worry about EVERYTHING all AT ONCE. I don't know how to seperate things and just worry about one thing at one time, like normal people do. And thats what Mark says to me. And now that someone else has said it to me, it's like a slap in the face. BAM...Reality. And now that someone else sees it, it's not just him trying to make me 'feel' bad. Not that he was in the first place...
Anyways,...Ive been thinking over this 'pact' thing, and I feel like that we should plan out the sex. That way it's not really like were 'making love'..cause that would be weird. This is sex-for sex. Which I need, or I might snap. It's not good to go so long with out sex. really, im convinced now.