Sometimes this is how I feel

She was my once in a lifetime
Happy ending come true
Ohhhhh I, guess I should have told her
I thought she knew
She said I took her for granted
That's the last thing I would do
Oh I'll never understand it
I thought she knew
I thought she knew my world revolved around her
My love light burned for her alone
But she couldn't see the flame
Only myself to blame
I should have known
I should have known
A heart full of words left unspoken
Now that we're through
I'd sell my soul to have this silence broken
Oh I thought she knew (I thought she knew)
I thought she knew my world revolved around her
My love light burned for her alone
But she couldn't see the flame
Only myself to blameI should have known
I should have known
She was my once in a lifetime
Happy ending come true

*Insert HE where is says "she"...
sometimes that how I feel-and other times, I know I tell him what I feel. Believe me, he hears it almost daily from me. I will tell you though, he called me today when he didnt hear form me yesterday.Vast imporvement I must say.
Didn't do too much today, swam a bit, cleaned a little and then was supposed to go play poker but that didnt happen. Ended up just chilling with Nikki and Jermey. Awkward a bit-Jermey is a great kid, really. He's so in love with Nikki too, it's great;but she's just so young she's really not ready for that kind of comittment. Anyways, we played pool. Im getting better-I still lost but not AS badly. Maybe he and I can play when we get up North. Oh, Iam a little upset about something;apparently he plans on staying with her the whole time were up there though-not very cool;but we'll see.