Saturday, June 10, 2006

Walking Contradiction-Part Deux

I'm a sucker for a man man in a suit. A good looking man, wearing a nice suit...and tie..The whole nine. Sitting at the bar-sipping a martini having an intelligent converstation.
But then again, I'd fall for a guy instantly if he were wearing shorts, a t-shirt, sandals or flip flops and playing guitar while sitting next to the fire.
Iam scared of dying alone. I have this horrible fear that I will never get married, never have the family that I've always really wanted. I want to find someone I can love and who can love me-for me. I want that.
But, I dont want to settle down, want to travel, I want to see the world. So, I dont give anything a real chance, I push it all away.

1 comment:

Danielle said...

you can totally have it all...maybe while you are seeingthe world you will meet the BIG LOVE of your life and that is what will make you settle down. everything happens for a reason ..just have faith in the process.

love,
me

ps...i am DYING to see you! i can't wait!