I dont want to be here. I dont want this feeling anymore, this pit in my stomach. I hate this feeling. I miss the people I hung with up North, I miss being at ease-blah. But, I hate the weather and the living situation up north, and here. Im fucked. I hate it all.
I miss John, I miss Andy, Danielle, Jamal. I miss everyone. But- I dont know. Im so lost.