I've decieded that I need to push myself to write a thankful list. I'm feeling like shit, because Iam letting myself feel like shit. I can change this feeling. Last night I just came home and went to bed, I used that sleep balm I bought at Cracker Barrell, and it works really well. I didnt have any nightmares, and I woke up at 930. Micheal still wasnt back with the truck (thats another reason I slept so well, Im sure.) I switched my laundry over and was like, wow i feel great, i should sleep for another 30 minutes. An hour and a half later, I wake up. Tired and feeling shitty! Damn it! I should have just stayed up at 930. I was gonna meet up with people at the pub last night, but after wednesday i kinda feel like they dont wanna hang out. Whatever. Anyways, on to my thankful list....
As always, my dog. :) I love him lots.
The conversation with my Aunt, although Im sure it wont go anywhere, shes heard me and understands to a certain extent.
Mikey-hes awesome:) and way funny and can make me laugh!
Everyone at the pub, I still love them and am just being me with theself essteem thing again.
Sam, I love her.She is so funny and sweet and drives me around :)
Playing shitty darts, lol. its fun.
The fact that I have a job, although it maybe shitty and I hate it, I still have one.
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