Everything feels like its just at a standstill, that my life is not going anywhere, that the day is just creeping by. Which, would be a good thing-I mean for the latter that is. I havent really done anything today. I basically slept-Im trying to clean my room and finish packing because I dont have time to do it later. I leave Tuesday morning, really early. I work tonight and then Nikkis having a birthday party-which I dont know how long Ill stay there for. Im convinced that lately shes been using me for a ride and to buy her beer-so Imma chill on hanging out with her much. Last night she got pissed at me cause I didnt want to drive to another gas station to buy her a six pack after already stopping at two different places. Then, when I drop her off at her place-she usually says bye, or see ya...nothing...she just got out of the car and went inside. Ummm, ok? Then she calls me this am to tell me that Elizabeth hadnt gotten to her house to take her to the beach-but when Elizabeth texted her, she had to go. WHATEVER.
Anyways, I have to work tonight, I havent showered, I havent brought Jhn his stuff, I havent done anything.Tomorrow, I have to finish cleaning my car. I have to vaccum it out, and situate the trunk. Then Monday I have to buy midas' case, get his nails clipped,go to the bank, do laundry, hopefully lay out side for a good hour or so....I have to finish cleaning my room.
I can not wait for this trip.