Iam so excited. I can not wait to leave here, atleast for a little bit. I need to sit back, relax, and just refocus myself. I need to figure out what Im doing, and why Im doing it before I completely loose my mind. Now, I know Ive somewhat gone crazy already, but before I fully loose all my senses, and sense of self, I need to reexamine what Iam doing. I can not wait.
I leave Tuesday morning and I dont even know if I can hold out that long. Believe me, I can wait to be in Maine with Andy....but I also cant wait to be around my mom and my dad....lol, just chilling in the APT. watching tv. NOT WORRYING ABOUT ANYTHING!!!!