Iam so confused! Danielle, every time I try to go to your blog-it wont let me. Is it me, or something else-please let me know.
So, the burn is getting a little bit better. Still hurt to touch, or to wear a bra-but other than that I slept real well last night. Could also have something to do with the fact I did have a drink last night. I really havent had a drink since last monday-and it was a crazy ass weekend so I thought I deserved one.So I ended up going to the pool hall, because I know people there and wouldnt have felt as awkward as I would have somewhere else. So, I pull into the parking lot, and NO ONE is there...cool, Ill have a drink and go home. WELL, turns out HE was the bartender. WTF?!?!Ok, Im not going to look like the lame ass and walk out, right? SInce no one is there that'd be kinda obvious. So, I walk up to the bar-and theres this chick sitting there, He kinda says hi-"hey, hows it going (no eye contact) what can I getcha?" I order an amber boch-Im craving one so badly-dont know why. Whatever. So, he pours it and goes back to talking to the other chick. I watch the NYM and Cubs game and sip my beer. Well, i can hear them talking about sex and shit. weird, weird weird. Anyways...when she walks away from the bar-he kinda talks to me, Im trying not to look at him or anything-make casual small talk when he says something to me, but DAMN boy is FINE. now, he really is hot. Anyways, the chick leaves, and he starts to teach me how to play poker, thats cool. It was fun-now I have some idea on how to play and bet tonight.(Ryan, Justin, and myself are going to a co-workers tonight for a poker game) Anyways,I order another beer, and were chatting about tattoos and shit. I dont know, it was weird seeing him there, but cool at the same time. Is that weird?I happen to mention something...."what are you doing later?"...all he can ask is why. I dont know-just wondering, but Im trying to hint at something...obviously that didnt happen.
Oh, and so Im sitting there, and he puts on Miami Ink-Iam obssessed with Miami Ink. So, ofcourse I have to watch it, so I have one more beer and watch Ami get a traditional Hawaiian Tattoo.That was cool, but looked very painful. It was ironic cause about 20 minutes earlier, we were talking about that kind of tattooing.I dont know. Hes hot,-I made eye contact about three times, but it was awkward.I dont know.I sat there for about 2 hours. But its not like Im stalking him-cause I was hoping he wasnt the bartender.
Money situation isnt going so well. It was so slow at work last night, I made about 25 bucks. It sucked.So, I need to step the game up this week. Im off today and tomorrow, and work the rest of the week. I close I think 3 or 4 days, so I should be ok.
Peace