So, today is Friday.Its been a couple of days since Ive written last. I feel like so much stuff happens in my life in a day. Its crazy. Im crazy. Im convinced of it now. Im absolutetly nuts. Not that I try to be-because believe me;I dont. It just happens.
So, since that party on tuesday,Ive been trying not to spend much money,unfortunatly though-not going too well. Iam saving money-but not enough. I picked up a shirt tonight so hopefully Ill make it up. I need to make 100 or more tonight, that way I can send my car payments out. THEN tomorrow and Sunday I need to make 100 or more each day...All in all I need to make 830 bucks before I leave for Mass.
Tuesday Night I ended up coming home instead of going to Nikkis house. Good call. That chick steph and ryan were there again-so you know it would have been craziness-yet again. Then,Weds. I was gonna stay home all night and just chill but Nikki called me to go play pool. So, I get there and shes not there yet-and the bartender (whom I thought was cute and tried to get his number the week before)calls over to me, and is like "so, you dont know how to use a phone"? anyways, long story short-I end up giving him my #.
He's cute. We'll just have to see what happens there though-cause I dont think anything will.
I also kinda told Andy I want to move to WA, and he said it was cause I was still "hooked" on him.No, Im not hooked on him. Its more of a comfort zone-which I guess is a bad thing as well. Ya know? Cause Dans out there, Ryans out there, Chris, and I dont know....I think itd be nice to be around people who somewhat think like I do and like to do the same things as I do. I dont know-Im so lost in myself and it sucks!
Well, Ryan, Nikki and I are going to the beach today-so Im gonna go clean my car and shower. Peace.
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i hope you figure out a way to not be lost in yourself. you wil figure everything out...don't worry. and wherever you are destined to be..you will end up there.
having faith is so fucking hard but i hope you can do it...you just have to!
i am thinking of you and sending you love and hugs.
talk soon,
ps...sending mail love your way!!!
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